To you

24Oct08

 

  I thought for sure today would be a really good day. Since Wednesday didn’t go as I would have hopped I thought maybe today I would spend my day with Danielle – cuddle – watch some new movies I got maybe make something out of the book I got! WOW HOW WRONG WAS I! You lied – twice. Your mom didn’t say anything about seeing me. You only saw me an hour and 4 – 4+1=5 hours. She wouldn’t have cared so much. But you and Alyssa were already talking about the whole iPod thing. She asked if you’d like to come, since Sarah couldn’t hang out & you figured we’d do nothing so you thought hanging out with Alyssa & Possibly Jay that it would be more fun or something. You don’t care about me – that was the most selfish thing you have EVER done. No wonder why you don’t find it a big deal – also the fact why you don’t understand why you cant just help me on Saturday or Monday. Well sorry but I got a job, only reason I got a job was to have money to spend on you. So we can go to dinner and all that stuff… but I don’t think that matters. And monday, NO DOUBT will you forget again! I gave you two chances before, and BOTH TIMES you FORGOT! You hurt me more today then any day in the past 3 weeks. So congrats – HERE IS A MEDAL FOR YOUR REWARD! I want to so badly hate you and also a whole bunch of shit but what purpose would that do? 
  I hope you finally realized that you HAVE changed, because the Danielle way back when would have NEVER done that. I asked you a hundred times to make sure that you would still like to hang out with me – you kept saying Yes – but… idk. Whatever. Congrats to you okay. Just congrats. 

  I told you I couldn’t count on you. It made you upset when I said it and I thought maybe I was wrong. But this sure proves it.

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